stress yg kian meletup!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku stress!!stress sgt2!!aku nk ckp dgn wafa..aku nk jumpe die..after she left aku lg2 stress..aku ingat aku dh xnk stress..tp yg aku realise tiap2 hari ade jew benda yg wat aku stress!!aku nk hppy cam dulu...aku nk gelak2..harinie sim kad aku lak wat hal..ntah tibe2 jd INACTIVE SIM..camne aku nk cotact wfa??cmne aku nk gtaw yg aku tgh sedih n stress..cmne??kdg2 aku rse aku nk jew gi lari jauh2 tp aku xtahu nk lari kt mne..aku xnk duk kt skola coz aku taw aku da xda spe2 kt skola..aku xnk duk umah coz every single thing yg aku buat mesti slh..aku nk gi mne???aku perlukan someone to be with me all da time..but who???aku nk thn diri aku dri ngs tp XLEY...aku nk someone yg ley wat aku gembira,wat aku gelak cam wfa buat dulu..tp xda org pun nk wat aku cmtu..npe aku nie hipokrit???npe depan org len aku pretend yg aku ok,yg aku hppy??walhal jauh dalam sudut hati aku,aku xok..aku xtaw nk ckp kt sape..aku xtaw!aku xnk hidup camni!i need to do something!but what??!i need to go somewhere..but where??!!i need to talk to someone..but who??!! now i realise my life is not perfect enough n my destiny is i alwayz being alone..
no matter what i do,no matter where i go,n no matter what happen..
i need new life!
GOD,HELP ME!